Past & Pain...

Unexpectedly... there are things that will remind me of the past ... and the pain will come alive ... i cannot do anything but cry ... feel the fear again that i once felt ... i was lost for a moment ... i wail in agony ... but God is good ... all the time... I recognize my inability to protect you on my own ... i lift my distress up to God ... and He gave me security that everything will be alright now ... because He's there ... i hold on to His words ... His promises that will set me free from the pains of the past ... He sets me free ... You and Me ... and all i want to do is to love you continously ... beyond pain ....I love you and I am proud of who we become after all the tribulations we went through ... Praise God.